I haven’t forgotten my blog, just been going through my own test and growing pains in my own emuna. In the mean time I have been working putting together everything to do a vlog on YouTube as a sister to my blogs.
My vlog goes under the same name as Emuna Trek.
Below is a link to my second vlog, “Flat Tire”, hang in there with me, I have no plans on abandoning my blog, I like to write as much as I like to talk.
I plan on taking small selection of my blogs and turn them into vlogs for those who do not read but watch videos.
Thank you for all your support,
Terry W. Hayes
ben Noach
4/2017
Emuna Trek 
Thank you so much for the video. I needed to hear this. I too had a flat tire. I know how you feel. When you have a flat tire, the evil inclination will try to tell you that you are a bad person. You are not. Having a flat tire shows that you are a man of flesh and blood.
We make mistakes. We lose faith. We have challenges. HaShem understands us. He will help us.